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Its crazy how you can go from chasing someone and fall deeply in love with them once you finally have him and hes the only person in the whole world you would rather see and it didn’t matter if it was from 10 hours to 10 seconds , seeing him was the only thing that mattered… To seeing him all the time , arguing 24/7 especially around people , being treated unfairly and having everyone tell you that you two shouldn’t be together but your too stupid to realize that maybe leaving him would be the right thing to do but every time you try he makes you want to stay and he says that things are going to be different and that everything’s going to be o.k plus telling you that he wants to spend the rest of his life with you and all you want to do is tell him your tired of all the bullshit and arguing and name calling and that you cant feel the way you feel anymore because you and your body cant handle it anymore……
I just need space I’m tired of all the bullshit but I love him too much to let go.. hes been the only thing in my life for almost four years now , I don’t have any friends to hang out with.. the only friends I have are his friends and it sucks because if im around them I’m around him too..
I don’t know what to do , I wish it was a lot easier…
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Relevant af. I have Finals tomorrow & Friday…ain’t studying shit
